Wednesday, August 26, 2009,
My life is definitely on an upturn now. Previously I was battling with many internal problems, such as disorganisation and messiness, irresponsibility, bad handwriting, family relationships on the downhill, bad time management and bad mental strength when it comes to waking up early. I can now gladly say that after having 2 seperate days where all my personal flaws just seemed to cause something in my life to go wrong, I have stuck to my resolve to change for the better for about 2 weeks to 1 month now, and I've come so far and improved so much. These are the areas I've improved in: I'm totally organised now, and as a result more accountable, neater in my schoolwork and handwriting, enjoying the best ever relationship in my life I've ever felt with my family now, and stronger mental strength after been used to sleeping about 5 hours a day and learning to cultivate it the hard way (late for odac runs, late for appointments). Previously, I was having some problems with my family, because I was always coming back home late due to school, odac and church. My parents were telling me how I was getting distant from them. And for about 2 weeks I went through bad times as I disagreed with my family over little every little thing, and got into a few rows. But even as I spent less time with my family, i guess absence makes the heart fonder, and I just started appreciating my family more. I guess then that time is about the quality, never about the quantity. And in life there is always an uphill climb for everyone to improvement, but every now and then when you stop and turn back to see how far you've come, you'll see that everyone of us have been through so much, done so much, and are simply lucky to be alive and better yet who we are. I'm still improving, still far from being a person who has almost no personal flaws, but I think I'm closer now than I ever was in my life.
Lovin each day
Sam (:
12:01 AM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009,
There is a good and a bad side to life. Why always see the glass as half empty? Life is happy if you see it to be, after all you will see what you believe.
Happiness, so cool...Sam :)
12:00 AM
